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Uncertainty + Fear = Joy?

 

Every Sunday, as we offer prayers for all churches, I shoot off an extra prayer for a little church in Ohio which I visited last summer.   The congregation of Saint Peter’s meets in a beautiful building with stained glass windows dating from the 1890s and a stone baptismal font crafted in 1860.  It is the second oldest building in the town.  The Lutherans, the senior warden admitted, had them beat by one year.  The beauty of this old church and the lesson this congregation taught me about living the resurrection made a lasting impression.

One Sunday I joined fifteen other worshipers in their sanctuary, which could easily hold one hundred.  Upon sitting down in the church I was immediately greeted verbally or waved to by every member present.  Three of them even rose from their pews to come over and introduce themselves before the service began.  They apologized that there would be no Eucharist as the priest who traveled two and a half hours from Cincinnati every Sunday had a wedding to perform in another town and could not make it.  If I was counting on communion, one offered, perhaps after I finished there I could head on over to the Lutheran church for the 11:00 o’clock service.

After the service we were led by the hostess to coffee hour where the newcomer ministry leader sat us down and brought us refreshments.  My niece and daughter were invited to help their outreach team stuff backpacks with school supplies.  I learned from my hosts that twenty-five people attend church there regularly and maybe twenty families officially belong.  The building that once housed several Sunday school classes and small groups are empty most of the time.  They are doing very poorly financially.  Only three children attend.  The main reason for their decline, my hosts explained, is that young people don’t stick around in the rural town as employment opportunities are few.  They also felt the headlines the Episcopal Church had been making lately didn’t fit well with the conservative nature of the county.

These facts saddened me and I was at a loss for words so I simply nodded.   But my guests were actually cheerful.  They told their story not with hopelessness but as  people who, though mourning for what had once been, are optimistic that their faith will be rewarded. 

Their circumstances mirror those of the women at the tomb who were, as Matthew describes them, “afraid yet filled with joy” (NIV).  Saint Peter’s is waiting, despite looming property taxes, no permanent priest and no promise of new membership for better times.  Meanwhile they are living the hope of the resurrection through their great hospitality, serving those in need and other essential ministries. 

May we all be granted the same grace of the women at the tomb and the parishioners of Saint Peter’s.  May our fears always be coupled with great joy.

 

Peace

 

Julie Davis

Copyright 2007

julie@faithreflections.com

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Text Box: Let that be enough.

“Let me know that you hear me.
Let me know your touch.
Let me know that you love me.
And let that be enough.”

These are the lyrics from one of my favorite contemporary Christian songs, “Let that be enough.” by Switchfoot.  It is a song that has been stuck in my head for the last several months.  You know the type.  You sing it in the shower or it plays in your head when your focus should really be elsewhere.  Over the last few months the lyrics have become my favorite devotion.

Let me know that you hear me. In scripture God promises us that he is always listening.  Through maxims, psalms, parables we are reassured that anytime we speak he listens.

Let me know your touch.  His hands have touched the earth since his spirit moved over the waters during creation.  His touch is evident in all that currently surrounds us from shrunken tumors to restored relationships.

Let me know that you love me.   He lovingly molded the earth and filled it with all that we could need or desire, getting everything just so, before he created us.  He made this life new again by sending Jesus to redeem us and to share his risen life.

Confirmation of him listening, of his touch and of his love fills the earth and embraces us.   This prayer is a prayer not to ask God to prove himself,  it is a prayer that I will have the ability to truly know his presence.

Is it a prayer that I resort to when I have strayed so far and become so obtuse that I fail to sense him listening, to be aware of how he touches my life and everyone, everything that surrounds me?    Do I pray these words because I have become so separated from the Father’s love?  Well, some days.  But for the most part this prayer is a prayer to avoid those times.

God wants his children to be happy.  He doesn’t just offer himself to us and leave us alone fumbling to comprehend his magnitude.  He will let us know he hears us, know his touch, know his love, even on the worse days.  We just need to ask.  And, humble vessels that we are, when he fills us with this knowledge it will always, always be enough.

Peace,

Julie Davis
Copyright 2006

Julie is a mother of three and religious educator who writes to clear her mind.  Luckily for readers of Faith Reflections Julie needs to clean house often!  Julie looks forward to your comments at julie@faithreflections.com.

In the name of God, The Father,
Jesus, The Son,
and The Holy Spirit. 
Amen.

O Magnum, Mysterium!

By Victoria Tkachuk

 

Getting through weekday mornings was always a challenge in our house. Not necessarily for us sisters (of whom there were three, and all within a few years of one another), but for Mom and Dad. First off, my sisters and I had equal aversion to anything taking place in the first few hours of the day. Secondly, bathroom time was distributed on a 'first come, first served' basis. But the biggest problem was simply getting us up (not merely awake, but physically out of bed) and going. My sisters and I were (and perhaps still are!) a bit prickly in the morning. The task of raising us from unconsciousness seemed to fall on Dad the most often, though I'm not sure why. Perhaps it was his undeniably effective strategies for doing so.

 

Sometimes Dad's routine consisted of rapid exposure to the chilly Minnesota breeze (present even indoors in winter) a la blanket stealing. Other times there was a competition introduced, which could be anything from, "Mom made something special for breakfast so you'd better get down there soon!" to "I'm going to use the bathroom and afterward, well, you might not want to go in there awhile." Being naturally competitive with each other certainly helped spur my sisters and I on, but there were days where we just couldn't get out of bed because we were so tired we might collapse if we did! (Or so we claimed.) What was Dad to do then? There was still one move left in the sneaky Dad bag of wake-you-up tricks; a little ditty by the name of, "O Magnum, Mysterium."

 

I'm laughing as I type this, remembering Dad's deep bass bellow through the hallway: "O Magnum, Mysterium!" I wasn't laughing back then! This was definitely not my preferred way to start the day. I didn't have the foggiest clue what this song was about, or who originally sang it, or why Dad liked it so much. All I remember thinking back then was, "The faster I get out of bed, the sooner he will stop singing!" And Dad would oblige. That is, until he realized he could use this form of melodic blitz not just to get us out of bed, but to make us move down the hallway, the stairs and out the door that much quicker.

 

When I recalled this particular memory of Dad I realized I had never given much thought to why he chose this song over any other. Surely he must have had some reason for choosing it? And yet, I've never taken the time to ask him why he liked "O Magnum" so much. Perhaps I will finally do so this year. In preparation, I did a little research and discovered this is a beautiful hymn, with mighty lyrics! The Latin lyrics are as follows:

 

O magnum mysterium et admirabile sacramentum 

Ut animalia viderent Dominum natum 

Jacentem in proesepio.

 

O beata virgo, cujus viscera me ruerunt portare

Dominum Jesum Christum

Alleluja!

 

Translated into our less-than-poetic English it looks like this:

 

O Great mystery and wondrous sacrament,

That animal might see the birth of the Lord

As He lay in the manger.

 

O, Blessed Virgin,

Who was worthy of bearing

Our Lord Jesus Christ.

Alleluia!

          

Reading the English translation is akin to consulting the NIV after reading something in the King James; it's the same meaning, but just not as pretty. Read these lyrics, though, and understand both their simplicity and their weight. There is but one subject: the mystery of God's goodness toward us. This is noted first by the lyricist in his noting that we animals were included at the birth of our Savior, as witnesses. This fact is a wondrous sacrament, that we, even as fallen people, could be there! The lyricist continues, praising the blessedness of Mary, who was worthy of bearing the Christ child. That there have been many God has chosen to carry out His works- Alleluia!

 

The importance of Dad's choosing "O Magnum Mysterium" was always, well, a mystery to me. I speculate now that the message it sends us- we fallen people have a God so good that He includes us in His plans- is one we ought to sing to ourselves every day.

 

 

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Originally from Connecticut, I now reside in Arizona with my husband and three children. My first real story was written at 7 years of age. Since then I have penned a repertoire of short stories and novels and have tried my hand at poetry and children’s stories. My work can be viewed at www.verbophobia.org.